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Since your earliest days, you have seen me. I have not always been the best example. I have shouted in anger, using language that I am not proud of and I have harbored thoughts and acted on impulses that were not in your best interests or the interest of your mother or me, but what I am about to tell you is true, in spite of that. And you have to know that no matter what – no matter how ugly things get – the way out is getting back to where you are giving your best right now, leaving your failures behind you. There are those that like to focus only on failure and flaw, but you, my son, are not one of those. You will be called upon in crucial times to move when others are stymied and paralyzed. You will know what to do because shame and guilt will not hold you, no matter what mistakes you make. Son, you know me, and you know that I know what I speak of.
Son, are you listening? Do I have your attention? Can you give your attention? Stop what you’re thinking. Say the word “now”. “Now”. Now say the word - Now. Now faith is. There is therefore Now… no condemnation. Behold Now are we the sons of God. Now is where you are. Now – You are. Now say “I am”. Now “I am here”. “I am now here.” “Here I am now.”
When a stranger approaches, Now. I am here now. I am listening. I hear your voice Yah. When your ally approaches, Lord, I am – I am whatever he asks of me. I am here. I am not running. I am not hiding. I am here now. The look of Now is a hungry look. This look reveals an appetite for removing burdens and destroying yokes. The one who bears this look knows that victory is his. The one who carries this inner confidence has stirred up his gift and has bowed his knee determining that he needs thers, excluding none and quitting no one that will stay engaged. You have the capacity of heaven for you are fully connected aching to be fully expressed, waiting for someone to ask. It is the look of the giver. It is the look that few men graduate to and few men ever know and you will see it in the eyes of men from across the field or across the room. You may go years before you see it in another. It is only now that the Fathers are bringing this to the Sons, but soon there will be enough to do the work that the earth has been crying out for.
So what do you do until then? Now, right now, you are here. I am aware of His voice. Now, say this. “I am in Him. Now, I am here. I wait on you Lord. I see my wife. I watch. I anticipate. I move. I am what she needs. I see my children. I watch. I love. I learn. I anticipate. I move. I make a way for them. I see my friends. I watch. I move. I love. I laugh. I move. I make a way for them.” It is there that you train. In your home, be pro-active. With your family, where you work, where you serve, where you praise, wherever you are – be there.

You cannot learn this in the world. They are beset with all sorts of predicaments and premises that inhibit them. You are my Son. Are you listening to me? Look at me and remember this look. Now look over there. Those shackles are not for you. Those shackles are not real. Those prisons are not for you. Debt is not for you. Fear is not for you. Grudges are not for you. Unforgiveness is not for you. Jealousy is not for you. Shame is not for you my son. No, not you. You are MY son. You are His Son. They are dainties that taste good to those who have not tasted what you have tasted and what you have grown accustomed to. You are loved and you know what that is. You have heard His voice, and you can’t go back.
In this moment, you have all you need. You are a giver. The world has nothing that you will trade this moment for. When you come or when you go, going in or going out, know that you have all that you need and all that is required there. Do not trade for what seems attractive or shiny in that situation. You are free my Son. You are free. Now you have freely received. Are you listening? Do not let the voices of the shackled direct your generosity. Can you hear His voice? Do you hear yours? Trust it. Now, yes now -- now give all. Be where you are needed.