The more love that you receive the more that you will have to distribute. As I sit here with people everywhere rushing to do the things they do, I put my ear pieces in and I find myself deep within Him - in that secret place - where no evil can reach me and plague befall me. I am not afraid. I am not at odds and I am not competing. I am contemplating giving and loving, being and learning. I am listening very carefully for next steps and for the voice that gives life and love. I need love. I need the love that only He gives so that I can be sure that you have it. I see now that I am to become a refining fire. i am to be sure that those He has sent to me receive LOVE - the LOVE that gives the life that purges, refines, prunes and defines. Shelley said to me today that she can feel the softness that has been given me of late. She has recognized more kindness, gentleness and sensitivity. She can feel it when I speak to my Annie and she says that if YHWH can change me, there is hope for her. I need more of this. I need more.
When I sat with Martina and Rajeesh yesterday, there was a sensitivity that came over me that allowed the power of YHWH to heal relationships with both present and their Moms. As this happened, he - being raised Hindu - became a believer and I am sure that he was loved and that he will love Martina, her Mom and many of you - going forward. Today, just the day after - they took the step to be married. Two became one and a miracle took place. Love breeds miracles and the lies of our adversary will try to steal those miracles if those of us who are spiritual sleep or slumber. I lament for the many times I have been slow to speak when I had just the right things to say. I need more compassion and sensitivity. I pray for more and more. I receive the LOVE that never fails so that I can give it away. My phone rings regularly with requests and my flesh would that I ignore those cries. I may not react to the requests but I will not ignore them. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much power and though I may not be able to answer that call in the natural, I can reach into the invisible and call all power to bear on behalf of those that He LOVES. My LOVE is from Him. My Beloved is Mine and I am His. I am a slave to that. Natural resources will soon be available to me, but before that can happen YHWH is crushing my selfishness and pride. He is looking to and fro throughout the earth for someone whose heart is right toward Him and if He can't find it, He will do what He always does - He will redeem and recreate one. I pray that I will be one of those in my generation - teaching others to be "righthearts" filled with "reallove" for those that would stay long enough to be touched and trained. But I know that it is not just in the training and the teaching. More than anything, I just need to receive LOVE and then distribute that LOVE teaching people to love LOVE and resist the counterfeit. When I walked into the hospital room to spend time with Mary Falconer today, she sat there in a chair alone. Her face was bruised and it took a moment for her to recognize me. I had to bend over the little table on wheels to kiss her on the forehead and to tell her, "I love you Mary." We spent some time together. I gave her my large print bible and she was grateful and she began to speak words of encouragement and love to me as we wheeled her down for X-rays. I am honored to be in the ministry of Yahshua ha Moschiach and I was honored to spend just a few minutes with Mary today. Ahava -- Receive His LOVE -- More and More -- Pay this forward.